Sunday, November 26, 2006
Yipededoo, I am so tired. I wonder why... Yea, I hate being a girl sometimes. And we had to go to the mall too. Grr. Non excing shopping and having to get stuff that is not very umm, yea. Just not going to say it. I have gotten back to listening to No Doubt and Gwen Stefani. Which is semi sad. For me at least, I thought I wouldn't go back into that phase. So sad. I have math to do. Lemme tell you. I have told Niles some things that I didn't even tell Jordan. And I trusted him, I almost cryed. I haven't cryed in the longest time. My throat goes dry and my eyes almost drop a tear. But I stop. I guess that I have no reason to be sad. I look around and see what I have. And I am glad and gratful for it. This is the only blog I have. And I like it. But this isn't all of me I guess. I posted the lyrics because I love the song and I just felt like hey, it should be posted somewhere, lol.--Kayla(EWW MATH!!!)
Friday I'm in LoveBy the Cure:I don't care if monday's blue Tuesday's grey and wednesday too Thursday i don't care about you It's friday i'm in love
Monday you can fall apart Tuesday wednesday break my heart Thursday doesn't even start It's friday i'm in love
Saturday wait
And sunday always comes too late
But friday never hesitate...
I don't care if monday's black
Tuesday wednesday heart attack
Thursday never looking back
It's friday i'm in love
Monday you can hold your head
Tuesday wednesday stay in bed
Or thursday watch the walls instead
It's friday i'm in love
Saturday wait
And sunday always comes too late
But friday never hesitate...
Dressed up to the eyes
It's a wonderful surprise
To see your shoes and your spirits rise
Throwing out your frown
And just smiling at the sound
And as sleek as a shriek
Spinning round and round
Always take a big bite It's such a gorgeous sight
To see you eat in the middle of the night
You can never get enough
Enough of this stuff
It's friday I'm in love
Sunday, November 19, 2006
Woa, I haven't written in almost a week. (Sorry Niles) I have this thing where I always push the enter button after I write a sentence. Too much messenger... I have this whole week off thanks to Thanksgiving. (Get it, thanks to Thanksgiving, omg funny.) I get to see my friend Jordan, sure, she is a prep but I think that it has to do somewhat with me not being there for her. I really want to meet her new and second boyfriend. (Which is amazing seeing how pretty and wild she is.) So, I am planning to have her over and she wants to see a movie. Which sounds great to me. She also wants Niles to come... I don't know how that will go over, my mom will be fine with it, but not his, well at least I think. I dunno, surprise me. =) So after talking to Jordan for like an hour, I am tired. I am excited for break, but not really looking forward for two more months of a pregnant mother. Not fun I must say. I got to watch the making of the music video for Lying is the Most Fun a Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off by Panic! at the Disco. It was on Fuse and I was like OMG OMG OMG OMG because they are my favorite band, I call myself the screaming girl fan. Well, I am tired...--Kayla
Monday, November 13, 2006
Oh I have so much to say. I am so jumbled up.I am confused;What does love feel?Am I feeling it, or am I just in puppy love.I want it all to stop;Stop the world.Let me say what I want to say to him.Let my emotions spill;Let me cry.Let me hurt.Let me feel.I want it to come out. And it doesn't.What happened to me know one knows, and I thought that I learned how to talk about things, but now I don't and I just lost. I fell, and now I have to get up. And I have you by my side this time. It isn't your fault. I feel so bad inside. I want it to go away. Just leave...--Kayla
Saturday, November 11, 2006
Nothing seems to hit the ground when you are in the sky, when you can never come down. And when I do, oh what will I do? When there isn't any more me and you...I am turning emo, I know.I guess that everything is good. I am happy and hated and people are jealous of me, and my friends are turning into people I don't know... But I am okay. I found out who Mel's love is. Cody... he is 'the man of my dreams' as Mel says. Another day on messenger she put, I am in love, but does he love me too? 12 year olds sometimes (I am so much mature, being a 13 year old and all...), I don't even talk that way about Niles. Which is right ot is it wrong? I don't think that you can love someone after dating them for a week. I hope that he sweeps me off my feet. I have nothing to lose, I guess, I am jumbled up inside. I feel bad for how I treat people. Mmm, so nothing is new, nothing at all... and I am not being sarcastic.
Thursday, November 09, 2006
I have so many things to say. Okay so yesterday, I was as mad as heck. I wanted to cry, and stomp around. (So mature, I know) I talked to Niles, and he just said that I needed alone time. So I sat in my room and did nothing. It worked, who knew that guys were smart? I love you Niles tee hee. Panic! did a cover of Maneater, check-check-check it out. (Over in my links) Like the new blog page? I know it pwns beyond your belief. Anyways I have had some things to say. My cheek is numb from having to get a filling about an hour ago. I couldn't go on the field trip today either, seeing as my app. was @ oh 3:30. Totally sucked. That would be 2 of the 3 field trips this year that I have missed. Tomorrow I am going over to Taylor's and we are going to walk to Safeway and get Ice-Cream. Then we will watch chick flicks. Yay.--Kayla
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
I thought that the world was great. Everything is always so perfect. You get everything that you want, and you are happy. Love and joy, life has them. But everytime that I find either, I just fall. Right back to where I was. I haven't updated for a little so lemme fill you in.
- A new girl named Coral came into our class. (bricks are smarter than her)
- Julian is in love with Coral
- Lots of people are mad at me because I am dating Niles
- Bekah confessed her love to Niles
- Niles is debating on whether or not to hold my hand. (8-)
So yea, lots going on. And for some reason, Julian just thinks that I hate Coral and am jealous of her. Yea I want to be just like her, big boobs, pretty face, no brain. I can see why everyone is just dying to be her. It made me mad when he said that. I am not jealous of her. And it is just like what happened before with Niles, "You disapprove of who I like don't you?" Why does everyone care so much, it is my opinion, not yours everyone needs to worry about themselves. Sometimes I just wish that the world was a lot smarter. Today, she at silent reading I was sitting next to Niles and Coral was next to him. She kept scooting closer and closer to Niles. It bothered me, but I trust Niles, I know that he is loyal and even if he doesn't shove her away, he keeps his distance. And having to deal with Coral is just one small step into the real world... High School is sure to be a rude awakening.
--Kayla
Sunday, November 05, 2006
Well, this is a little weird, I don't have anything to write about. Hmm, let's start with Friday. I came home and my little sister was sick. =o I know *le gasp* anyways, me and my mom went out to lunch. Then I went to Mel's and we sat there just laughing at her cat. He looks like a bulldog. o.o Later at like 6:00 Nikki had her B-day party (Nikki is Mel's older sis). There was a scavenger hunt then we played musical sherades and DDR. Mhm that was fun. Then on Saturday we had to go baby shopping (my mom is a preggie; =ox5 billion). And then I went to Darci's after talking to Niles, Hannah, and Lacey and killing the phone battery. =) Yea and now today I am stuck in my house doing nothing, yay me. I told Niles that I would put my old posts up, but I don't think I will. >=)
--Kayla
Thursday, November 02, 2006
Holy crap! I am dating Niles nah nah, nah nah nah, and you can't have him. I know I am such a blonde/ screaming fan girl type. It was a sad day and now it is a happy day. Halloween pwned. I can't wait for next year when me and Ashley are going to be the 50's poodle skirt girls. It is so going to rock. I would update this blog and put my other posts on, but some people may read it. And that would be so mean. =( I am excited and sad and happy and yay. It is just awesome, I am going to be a screaming fan girl, the only thing I need to complete my awesome soap opera is tickets and a ride to the Panic! at the Disco concert. That would be absolutely perfect...
--Kayla